I never had this problem before (yeah right!!). Updating was something I did on a very regular basis. But not nowadays, especially this blog of mine seems to be plagued by few ever-prevailing reasons like boredom and laziness.

I have to update this blog. This is after all my professional space (hahaha!!). Jokes apart, I don't have anything professional to blog about nowadays. The principles and the ideals I held close to my heart are taking a beating every other day. My opinions about things are changing every day. Why???

Either the very fundamentals of my ideals/opinions were wrong and biased or the world itself is changing. Or.... I am meeting new people with ideas I never knew existed. This again means that either I was living in a shell all this while or that I am just learning my way through this world.

But, how can I be so sure that all I learn now from the "new people" is correct and that I am wrong?? Does this mean I believe "them" more than I do myself?? Or does this indicate that I am too amenable???

I may not know. I might not. But all this aside, one thing that I know for sure is that the "world" is a really big place, different in every possible way it can be. The idealogy, the culture, the people, the cuisine (which unfortunately I don't seem to enjoy), the rules and the most important of all, myself.

Many may not agree that you need to be different in different places and then go ahead crib about how important it is to be yourself at every place. Being oneself is different from adapting to the new place. I haven't got any grievance about one here, atleast not yet. But I suspect I might get.

" And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show you how it all began
Birds came flying from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand"

I can't seem to understand... I can't seem to understand.... am I seeing it??

No there seems to be no link between the song and what I have written about. It just popped up in my mind when I was listening to that song. Hmm..

I want to write. I want to write something. I want to write something meaningful. I want to write something meaningful, not just to me, but everybody else. I want to write something meaningful, not just to me, but everybody else, but just don't seem to get anything to write. This is fun. Hmm...

While USA seems to be busy with their memorial service for 9/11, all I can hear about everywhere here is the conspiracy theories, still alive and kicking even after 5 years of the incident. Funny, how the event has assumed such a huge proportion, that everything related to it is considered an event in itself. New designs for the WTC are up and so are the various commemorative events organized by everybody who wants one. Politicians use this time to direct some ill-meant blame on their rivals. Thank god, US has only two major parties, so there are only two sides to any argument that we have to listen to. Or .. is there a third??

I don't know for sure who Clinton is a candidate for, democrats or republicans (though a simple google search would have cleared it), I would prefer to be ignorant. All I know is that Bill, The Clinton wala, is the poster-boy for his party and they wouldn't allow his image to be tarnished by something like 9/11, he is, after all, too busy repairing his own after a one "11ski".

I don't mean to be "mean" by humoring about 9/11. It was a bad thing to happen. A blot on human face and that is all I can say about it. Whatever be the reasons behind it.

Now I did update... I kinda like this. This must be very familliar for those coming from Live! I do call them, The Really Randoms VII. Teeheehee.